YThursday, May 31, 2007
WAITING is the most cruel punishment.
i am waiting for you.
just drop it
YWednesday, May 30, 2007
I realise...
time is flying.
it is going to be half of year 2007.
one year is gonna be gone soon.
For you,
but you will never be able to listen to this.
because you wont.
just drop it
i've changed new bg song :D
"IT IS NOT A LOVE SONG"
it doesnt matter to me whether its a love song or not,
it is a great song!! so relax. i like this kind of smooth jazz [:
and "fast-beat" songs, haha, lenus!! we love because they make us walk faster!
HAHAHAHAHA. so lame.
i wanna slim down pleaseeeeee.
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KELLYN: huh? eh...dun want la. you can talk to me here what. haha. WOW. my eyes speak a thousand words? haha. i dont realise it.
LENUS: SURE DUDE :D its gonna be fun. with your family? thats great [:
ER: ERER!! i miss you soooo much :D sure~ but this time no papa, so sad ]:
just drop it
YTuesday, May 29, 2007
the weather is damn hot.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant live without air-con ]:
okay, went for dance class yesterday.
wow, finally i get the steps.
dancing to LIP GLOSS by lil mama, soooo cool please.
tried to speak jap with my jap dance tutor,
gosh, and i suddenly realise i am having jap exam next next week!!
GOSHHH.
so broke nowadays.
wanna buy so many stuff ]:
i need $$$$$$$$$$,
its hard to get a part time job here ok.
just simply because hk students are not going to school.
HAHA.
just joking.
i dont know why too.
i have 3 pieces of homework to do!
script writing and 2 compo!!!!
kill me please.
WHEN I AM BACK TO SINGAPORE
i wanna:
GO SENTOSA
HAVE STEAMBOAT
GO NEW YORK NEW YORK
GO VIVO CITY
GO TO YUN DING
INVITE FRIENDS TO MY HOUSE AND STAY
YAYNESS :D
i am still imagining me and you together.
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MARGARET: err...so wheres my reply huh? me too!!!
KELLYN: dont wanna go online! I dont wanna see his name there ]: what songs? songs will make me sad? huh?? dont want lah. hahaha. yeah, almost the same !! thankyou[: you look pretty too! ofcourse i will drag you out. and come to esplanade and save me again! HAHA.
NEZZ: i thought you saw it before? HAHA. yeah. so funny[: i miss you badly nezzzzzie [:
LENUS: not taking in spore, but just to prepare! and i think you guys miss me right? HAHA.
chey, thought there are really chill pills in store, haha. you are coming alone?????
just drop it
YSunday, May 27, 2007
WHOO HOO [: I AM BACK. I LOOK STUPID YEAH? :D
attended HILARY's birthday party yesterday. it wasnt her actual birthday but we celebrated earlier. i did a cap for her, which has her name on it. COOLIOX. haha. spell like this? SORRY, i am not good at ah-lian's language. anyway, sang like crazy yesterday. had loads of fun. i loveeeeeee my friends. let me post the pics. and the weird pics below. okay. let me warn you first. breathe in before you scroll down, peeps! HAHA. gonna freak you out.
the pics were taken on the day we went for the band show.
ARGHHH. FELIX IS SOOOOO HANDSOME PLEASEEE XD
the pics were taken on the day we went for the band show.
ARGHHH. FELIX IS SOOOOO HANDSOME PLEASEEE XD
the machine was so cool. wasnt done by photoshop ok.
OK, dont know whats wrong with my hair, perhaps my fringe is way too long.
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH????!!!!
MY EX-BF , CAN YOU TELL ME PLEASE?
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
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KELLYN: accepted lah. yeah :D i love you too laopo, i cant wait to meet you again and chat the whole night, i miss you so badly. and you will always be my bestest friend too dear :D
KARMUN: what does a smiley face mean huh?
NICOLE: haha, yeah. thankyou nic [:
MARG: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??
LENUS: HEYHEY. come back to prepare for my exam !! and i miss you lorh.heheh. i think i am coming back during july/aug. so you still get to see me! but you go HK then i cant bring you along lorh ]: where u get chill pill from??have meh??
<-- the cap i made was on HILARY's head :D
just drop it
YFriday, May 25, 2007
而你為什麼 不解釋
低著頭沉默我該相信你很愛我 不願意敷衍我
還是明白你已不想挽回什麼＊
想問為什麼 我不再是你的快樂
可是為什麼 卻苦笑說我都懂了
自尊常常將人拖著把愛都走曲折 假裝瞭解是怕
真相太赤裸裸 狼狽比失去難受
＃我懷念的是無話不說 我懷念的是一起做夢
我懷念的是爭吵以後 還是想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口 (誰記得) 誰忘了
Repeat ＊,＃
我懷念的是無言感動 我懷念的是絕對熾熱
我懷念的是你很激動 求我原諒抱得我都痛
我記得你在背後 我記得我顫抖著記得感覺洶湧 最美的煙火 最長的相擁
誰愛的太自由 誰過頭太遠了
誰要走我的心 誰忘了那就是承諾誰自顧自地走 誰
忘了跟著我 誰讓愛變沉重 誰忘了要給你溫柔
(我懷念的) 我還有想要愛你的衝動
我記得那年生日 也記得那一首歌
記得那片星空 最緊的右手 最暖的胸口我放手
我讓座 假灑脫 誰懂我多麼不捨得太愛了 所以我 沒有哭 沒有說
i miss you, i miss the days.
reading our old blogs.
i cry.
but the tears cant touch your heart.
because i lost you.
you belong to her now.
just drop it
YThursday, May 24, 2007
i cant wait to stay alone! i never tried before! HAHA.
why the scar is still here?
MY HEART IS STILL, ALWAYS BROKEN.
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LENUS: HAHAHAHAHA. YOU KUKU HEAD! yah la, i am coming back for months leh, you thought i come back just to visit you huh? hahaha [:
just drop it
YTuesday, May 22, 2007
can anyone help me to look for a rental flat at CLEMENTI/HOLLAND V ?
a small flat will do.
URGENT! thankyou.
or you guys have a spare flat for me to rent?!
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NICOLE: HAHA. i remember, wow. you are badly missed man. iloveyou [:
KELLYN: hahahaha. okay lah. btw, what kind of clothes you want????
LENUS: dumb dumb! i replied you the name and singer what. the previous post! take a look [:
just drop it
YSaturday, May 19, 2007
CONTEST
tah dah. went for Hilary's singing contest today, it was the semi-finals, she sang "DU ZHAO", by JOEY YUNG, but she sang damn well, even she didnt get any award. I really love her singing [:
the show was kinda boring at first, it was not a SINGING contest actually, it was like a .... PUTONGHUA( hua yu ) competition thingy, for the sake of promoting PUTONGHUA and celebrates 2007 which is the 10th anniversary for returning HK to China. yepp. so, there was a speech session before the singing contest. like so boring.
but i had a wonderful day today, kept on laughing, kiki was so funny the whole day, she was so blur. when the helper of the show came out to get the award for the actual winner, i think because he left after he sang or something, kiki asked: WOW,he changed(clothes) just to get the award?
Feon and I were like --> -_____-
HAHA. the helper and the actual winner look completely different please.
and we do know the helper for god sake.we saw him many times today.
and then, when the second runner-up came up to the stage for his award, due to the same dressing as the helper, kiki asked again: HUH?its you again?
HAHAHAHAHHA. cant stop laughing. she's like a kid.
OH. and she was so funny this morning. we were walking to Fu Shin to join Feon for lunch, and i have not been coming to Fu Shin for ages, so i asked her where should we go for lunch, she said she didnt know and she said she heard that MACS has moved, I said NO, it wasnt MACS, it was Cafe De Corol.(correct?) I said i wanted to try the new spaghetti there. and i didnt know what was wrong with her lah, she said: OH! MACS' NEW SPAGHETTI !!
i was like: HUH?MACDONALDS have spaghetti?
okay, actually it wasnt that suprising, because there was RICE in MACS in HK long time ago.
and then she knew she said something wrong and she said: errr...dont know.
HAHAHA.SHE IS DAMN CUTE I TELL YOU [:
okay, sorry for the unrelated pics, HAHA ]: forgot to take pics with friends today.
SHIT. there's jap class tomorrow. my homework is half done ]:
after class, gonna attend a function by a band with Hilary again,whee hee.
loveeeeeee to see my friend.
BAH LAH
BA BA BA !!
IM LOVIN IT.
its raining now. I HATE RAINY DAYS. it just affects my mood ]:
go away lah.
Tyrese
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry, yes I am, for everything that I've done.
How can I do this right, without you in my life.
Even though I say I love you I've gotta make a change in my life, baby,
I realize that you're better off without me by your side.
You're a special lady and I know I'm not ready for you, oh
[Chorus:]I'm sorry for, what I've done.
I broke your heart, now we're apart.
I'm sorry for, making you cry.
I broke your heart, now I'm alone.
I'm by myself.
Tell me why, why I'm made my baby cry.
I know our love you would wipe,Should I put you through all of these changes.
Nevermind all those I said cause I, didn't mean a thing.
I promised you, I only want you in my life, oh.
[Chorus:]I'm sorry for(I'm so sorry babe), what I've done(everything I've done to you, oh).
I broke your heart, now we're apart (now we're apart and I can't deal with it).
I'm sorry for(oh, tell me anything), making you cry(I can do to get you back).
I broke your heart, now I'm alone.
I'm by myself.
Oh, it's hurts to move on,cause you're all I knew,But I must stay strong.
I can't break down no more.sometimes I sit and dream of you and me again,
Oh, you have no idea, oh, of how hurt I am that I ran away.
[Chorus:](The one thing I said)I'm sorry for, (meant the world to me, oh)what I've done.
I broke your heart(I'm so hurt that I did my baby wrong), now we're apart.
I'm sorry for(I'm so sorry now), making you cry(oh).
I broke your heart(how could I be), now I'm alone.
[Chorus:]I'm sorry for, what I've done.
I broke your heart, now we're apart(for ever more).
I'm sorry for, making you cry(making my baby cry, oh).
I broke your heart, now I'm alone(I don't think I'm going anywhere baby).
OH MY GOD, THIS SONG IS SO SAD. IT IS WHAT EXCATLY I FEEL NOW.
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ER: HELLOOOO ERER, I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH[: WHAT POK POK? YOU POK POK LAH.
KELLYN: HAHA, YOU ARE ALWAYS THIS LAME, NO DOUBT [: HAHA. SURE HONEY, WILL GET FOR YOU.
NICOLEAU: HAHAHA. YOU BETTER DO SO! HAHA, NOT SURE WHERE IM GONNA STAY ANYWAY. YOU MEAN KELLYN ACTUALLY PEEPS AT YOU IN TOWN? THATS DISGUSTING! HAHAH. BIAN-TAI !
LENUS: HEYHEY! CONFIRM? YAH. NO FATE AH. HAHAHAHA. NICE SONG RIGHT?! ITS AVRIL'S INNOCENCE [:
just drop it
YThursday, May 17, 2007
HEEELLLLOOO! finally my layout has done. nice?? went out to shop again today [: have been spending like tap water nowadays. bought a bag, a belt, a top, a pair of heels and managed to change my shorts to a bigger size(cause im fat okay ]: ) and i tried this PUDDING MILKTEA today, so nice [:
went back to Taipo and looked for Hilary, accompanied her to buy a birthday present for her bf, chose for damn long and finally got 2 tee shirts for him, i also wanna buy for my bf! the designs are so cool, haha. but sadly, i dont have one ]:
granny was sent back to china's hospital, i miss her but i am so scared to visit her. she has lost her memory. she doesnt know who i am. i feel so sad ]: i miss her naggings.
ARGHHHHHHHH.
i am afraid,because i cant face the truth.
i am not logging in to MSN, because i am afraid to see YOU online.
you will never come back.
you were gone.
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it.
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LENUS: really? but i think i am in SG during sept, you are having holidays?
CHANS & MARG: I MISS BOTH OF YOU CAN?!
NEZZ: HAHA[: yeah, finally. i miss you too!!!!!!
KELLYN: HAIYA,i went out mah. i love you too [: thankyou.
NICOLE AU: HAHA, i miss you too! nothing to do with the order okay!! dont be sensitive, HAHA[: its so sweet of you! so you must take care of me when i come back ok?! HAHA.
just drop it
YWednesday, May 16, 2007
i havnt been blogging for years okay.
I MISS EVERYONE OF YOU!
in this blog,i am a totally different person.
i mean it seems like i am back in SG.
and i miss you guys so much.
hows life honeys?
havnt been catching up with everyone of you.
but i always go to your blog and update myself about you guys.
all of your school lifes have been great yea?!
i am happy for you.
taking GCEAL this year.gonna work hard.
and i will be coming back this summer to visit you guys and prepare for my exam.
okay,shall update everyday from now on!
i miss him so badly.
what can i do.
):
just drop it
